My Bosom companion

My vivid but failed hopes
Shrouded in silence
Since long buried in;
My Grieved Heart……!
And:
Thou imagination terrified me
O’that countless desires
Those useless hopes;
Of thy connection, and, a wish
Of thy returning back…?
O’ the writhe for thy meeting
Ah! The failure
Since long, my heart conceived:
A complaint……
I hate those times
I am ashamed of my desires
I regret on those useless hopes
And:
MY Unlimited difficulties now
Hold the breast of my heart
Thus; a companion, I obtained
And;
My unlimited difficulties
Whenever feels the light, then
It deceits my afflicted heart……